Sometimes I wonder how people put up with me.
I am invited to a block party being hosted by a friend. And I want to go but I also don't want to go. I don't feel like being alone tomorrow (no work for me but fiance works all day) but at the same time I want to be alone.
I need to figure out what I want to do tomorrow... I told the friend hosting the party that I want to come but also don't want to come. She laughed and said she gets it and to call her when I make up my mind.
It is quite the pickle, ain't it? I just got off the phone with fiance and I asked him how he puts up with me and he said, "Carefully."
I sold another book yesterday and that brings my total for the month so far to about $110! It is a shame that eventually I'll run out of books to sell and there will no longer be any half.com money coming in... but that day is far, far away.
The weirdest thing has been happening lately. The past several weeks I have been hungry all the time! It is so strange... I haven't noticed any weight loss or gain. I don't track my calories so I am thinking I should do that- track my calories for a few days or a week and make sure that I am getting enough every day. How many calories am I supposed to get in a day anyway? I have no idea. There's probably a few sites that I can use to track what I eat.
I'm very difficult
August 14th, 2009 at 06:27 pm
August 14th, 2009 at 06:31 pm 1250271064
Maybe you need to drink more water...sometimes dehydration can mimic hunger. Just a thought.
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August 15th, 2009 at 12:55 am 1250294137
I am weird in social situations like that, I would really rather not go lol. I had a group of friends from school who stopped talking to me because I don't like going out to clubs and parties and drinking. Luckily now I've found a few friends who actually don't care if I say I don't want to go, but they still ask me which is nice. I make an effort to go every now and then.
August 15th, 2009 at 12:56 am 1250294193
August 15th, 2009 at 06:30 am 1250314224
whitestripe, I am like you in that way too. I do like going out with my friends, but I just saw them yesterday, and while I love my friends, there is such a thing as being around someone too much. But at the same time... I really don't feel like being alone all day while fiance is at work. I wish he could call in and we could chill the entire day but that is not an option. The party isn't until 1 tomorrow so I will have the morning to decide.