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I'm very difficult

August 14th, 2009 at 05:27 pm

Sometimes I wonder how people put up with me. Big Grin

I am invited to a block party being hosted by a friend. And I want to go but I also don't want to go. I don't feel like being alone tomorrow (no work for me but fiance works all day) but at the same time I want to be alone.

I need to figure out what I want to do tomorrow... I told the friend hosting the party that I want to come but also don't want to come. She laughed and said she gets it and to call her when I make up my mind.

It is quite the pickle, ain't it? I just got off the phone with fiance and I asked him how he puts up with me and he said, "Carefully."

I sold another book yesterday and that brings my total for the month so far to about $110! It is a shame that eventually I'll run out of books to sell and there will no longer be any money coming in... but that day is far, far away.

The weirdest thing has been happening lately. The past several weeks I have been hungry all the time! It is so strange... I haven't noticed any weight loss or gain. I don't track my calories so I am thinking I should do that- track my calories for a few days or a week and make sure that I am getting enough every day. How many calories am I supposed to get in a day anyway? I have no idea. There's probably a few sites that I can use to track what I eat.

8 Responses to “I'm very difficult”

  1. creditcardfree Says:

    Good luck deciding!

    Maybe you need to drink more water...sometimes dehydration can mimic hunger. Just a thought.

  2. claudia Says:

    could you be prego?

  3. cassandra Says:

    I've heard that before creditcardfree... I wonder if that is it. It's been pretty hot here lately.

  4. Broken Arrow Says:

    I don't know how far it is, but if it is not far, what if you went and just stayed for only as long as you wanted to stay?

  5. cassandra Says:

    That's part of the problem, BA. The drive to her house is about 45 minutes. Plus several people will be carpooling and if I go with them I would hate to make fiance come pick me up if I wanted to leave early.

  6. whitestripe Says:

    I think typically you're meant to eat around 1800 calories a day but it all depends on exercise. Which also factors into how hungry you are. I have no idea how many calories I eat a day, it's always different anyway. Sometimes I have four small meals a day, sometimes just one. It depends on how I feel :S Probably not the best idea lol. I've been much hungrier since I've been walking Jed twice a day, but I usually have a cup of tea. CreditCardFree is right, too, maybe you need to drink more water. If you are really hungry, try drinking warm water. (or tea, like i do - if you like tea).

    I am weird in social situations like that, I would really rather not go lol. I had a group of friends from school who stopped talking to me because I don't like going out to clubs and parties and drinking. Luckily now I've found a few friends who actually don't care if I say I don't want to go, but they still ask me which is nice. I make an effort to go every now and then. Smile

  7. cptacek Says:

    Yeah, my first thought was "are you pregnant?"

  8. cassandra Says:

    Lol, definitely not pregnant. Now that I have been thinking about it, the only thing that has changed in my regular routine is that the past several weeks I have been swimming a lot more on top of my regular workouts. I have been swimming several times a week. And it has been pretty hot here too and I don't think I have been getting enough water.

    whitestripe, I am like you in that way too. I do like going out with my friends, but I just saw them yesterday, and while I love my friends, there is such a thing as being around someone too much. But at the same time... I really don't feel like being alone all day while fiance is at work. I wish he could call in and we could chill the entire day but that is not an option. The party isn't until 1 tomorrow so I will have the morning to decide.

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