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April 20th, 2009 at 07:17 pm

My grandma just informed me that she owes me $85 from the deposit we got back on our apartment. She says she didn't give me the full amount when we got the deposit back and has been meaning to give me the money ever since but keeps forgetting. I honestly don't remember this but she's insisting and I'm not going to refuse $85 (not that I can refuse either- once she makes up her mind, that is it!).

I work tomorrow and Saturday. I'm glad that things are starting to pick up.

I think...

That I am depressed. Actually I'm pretty sure of it.

Yesterday was a terrible day. I had a fight with my boyfriend and I started it. I threw a fit over something minor. I was really upset about stuff that had happened earlier in the day and everything just accumulated and BOOM!

Yesterday wasn't the first time I got upset over something small. Lately I've been feeling unmotivated and really insecure and minor things have been upsetting me lately. I've been feeling lonely and haven't been wanting to go out.

So tomorrow I will be calling a psychiatrist.

5 Responses to “I don't want to create a title”

  1. lizajane Says:

    Hopefully things will be looking up for you soon.

  2. cassandra Says:

    Thank you. You know what they say- the first step to solving a problem is to admit it!

  3. whitestripe Says:

    good luck! you are way ahead of me on the psychiatrist-booking - i have not been to see one since i was 12. (i am worried if i go, they will be like 'woah - she has waaay too many issues'). depression is a cloud that is hard to lift. it does help to talk about it and the msot important thing is to have a positive outlook - which is difficult at first but becomes easier as time goes on. also surrounding yourself with positive people is important - you might have to force yourself to go out, but make sure you do keep in constant contact with good friends. best wishes *hugs*

  4. Tic Toc Says:

    Om Shanti Om. Sit crosslegged on the carpet. Close your eyes and concentrate on your breathing. Breathe in deeply, hold to the count of four and release. Repeat as long as necessary and as often during the day as you want. Don't let any setbacks in life deter you from your life goals.

  5. creditcardfree Says:

    ((hugs))...I'm glad you are aware of where you are. That is very important. I wish you well soon.

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